Liziik
20-11-14, 20:35
I'm really feeling rubbish at the moment and have nowhere to turn. I hate burdening anyone with my problems including writing on here. I hate feeling like this though.
Long and short of it is I went to the dentist yesterday with a tiny lump I have had in my lip for about 2 months now (well that's when I noticed it) I should have gone sooner but I was listening to family friends saying 'it's fine' 'just ignore it' so it did. Anyway I went and the dentist had a feel she's very quick and you never spend more the 5 minutes in there I don't think she could feel it though but she said as I can she is sending me to the oral surgeon. Only the referral time is 6-8 weeks. I am not strong enough to cope with that waiting time I'm already a wreck I can't stop getting upset, struggling to eat and sleep and wondering what it is!
I don't know where to turn now my family get fed up and just say I'm being silly. Friends don't know what I'm going on about. I don't like going to the doctors if there is no need to.
I have done two lots of cbt. Had hypnotherapy. Been on setraline.
Nothing is helping me right now and I feel I am going to break down.
Sorry for rambling on just need to let it out sometimes :)
L x
Long and short of it is I went to the dentist yesterday with a tiny lump I have had in my lip for about 2 months now (well that's when I noticed it) I should have gone sooner but I was listening to family friends saying 'it's fine' 'just ignore it' so it did. Anyway I went and the dentist had a feel she's very quick and you never spend more the 5 minutes in there I don't think she could feel it though but she said as I can she is sending me to the oral surgeon. Only the referral time is 6-8 weeks. I am not strong enough to cope with that waiting time I'm already a wreck I can't stop getting upset, struggling to eat and sleep and wondering what it is!
I don't know where to turn now my family get fed up and just say I'm being silly. Friends don't know what I'm going on about. I don't like going to the doctors if there is no need to.
I have done two lots of cbt. Had hypnotherapy. Been on setraline.
Nothing is helping me right now and I feel I am going to break down.
Sorry for rambling on just need to let it out sometimes :)
L x