Granny Primark
05-01-07, 21:42
Ive never ever told anyone this but i know my son reads my post so im hoping hel read this.
My mums sis who im the image of died at 25 of a stroke her son was killed in a road accident at the age of 5,2 years later. My mums other sister died age 42 also of a stroke and then my mum died age 60 of a heart attack.
My dad was a semi proffessional singer who neglected my mum and beat her up and beat me up. He died aged 66 of alzeimers. I looked after him after mum died cus i knew he wasnt a bad person really. It was drink that had got a hold of him.
Ive always been used to being strong, i had to cus of my mum.
I looked after my dad after mum died, thats why i went into caring cus i thought if i could look after dad i could look after other people.
Im not used to needing other people, im used to them needing me.
I want make a fresh start again this year. Its time to move on.
I want my close family back.
Im not a materialistic person, i could live in a tent and be happy.
I just think weve got one chance in this life and its sad if we blow it.
I never kissed my mum the day before she died and il always regret it.
I know il be embarrassed by my post, but what the heck, if it makes people realise that theres no going back and that life short, then itl be worth my embarrassement.
Take care
LYNN XX
My mums sis who im the image of died at 25 of a stroke her son was killed in a road accident at the age of 5,2 years later. My mums other sister died age 42 also of a stroke and then my mum died age 60 of a heart attack.
My dad was a semi proffessional singer who neglected my mum and beat her up and beat me up. He died aged 66 of alzeimers. I looked after him after mum died cus i knew he wasnt a bad person really. It was drink that had got a hold of him.
Ive always been used to being strong, i had to cus of my mum.
I looked after my dad after mum died, thats why i went into caring cus i thought if i could look after dad i could look after other people.
Im not used to needing other people, im used to them needing me.
I want make a fresh start again this year. Its time to move on.
I want my close family back.
Im not a materialistic person, i could live in a tent and be happy.
I just think weve got one chance in this life and its sad if we blow it.
I never kissed my mum the day before she died and il always regret it.
I know il be embarrassed by my post, but what the heck, if it makes people realise that theres no going back and that life short, then itl be worth my embarrassement.
Take care
LYNN XX