KenanW
04-12-14, 16:30
I have a good job, a lovely beautiful caring girlfriend in a stable relationship, but for a few years have suffered with occasional anxiety problems. This year hasnt been too bad at all for me, up until now.
To cut a long story short about a year ago I started having problems with my sinuses. I'll get occasional dizziness but after a cold I get really bad dizziness, pressure in my head etc.. I take antibiotics from the DR and eventually it goes.
I quit smoking on 3rd November (finally).
Basically for like the last month I have had diziness that's got worse and head pressure that has got worse and worse.
For the last 2 weeks ive been on antibiotics. Last week Ammoxicillin and this week I am on Doxycyline.
I've noticed I feel like im going crazier and crazier but now as I sit here - I can't even describe how I feel.
My whole body feels tense. I look around me and everything seems weird and different. Last night my girlfriend came to stay at mine - I had my family together and my girlfriend, I should have been happier than ever - and I was, but I just didn't and still don't feel right.
I feel like im in a dream all day every day lately. I feel like I can't remember the previous weeks and can't seem to look forward to anything. It's making me so depressed.
I'm usually such a happy, outgoing person! I was feeling so positive with quitting smoking now I just feel like bursting into tears all day every day :(
I don't understand any of it. And despite family / girlfriend being lovely and caring.. nobody seems to really understand :(!
I just want the old me back.
Sorry for the depressing entrance, but it is through this pain and struggle I found you <3
Kenan x
To cut a long story short about a year ago I started having problems with my sinuses. I'll get occasional dizziness but after a cold I get really bad dizziness, pressure in my head etc.. I take antibiotics from the DR and eventually it goes.
I quit smoking on 3rd November (finally).
Basically for like the last month I have had diziness that's got worse and head pressure that has got worse and worse.
For the last 2 weeks ive been on antibiotics. Last week Ammoxicillin and this week I am on Doxycyline.
I've noticed I feel like im going crazier and crazier but now as I sit here - I can't even describe how I feel.
My whole body feels tense. I look around me and everything seems weird and different. Last night my girlfriend came to stay at mine - I had my family together and my girlfriend, I should have been happier than ever - and I was, but I just didn't and still don't feel right.
I feel like im in a dream all day every day lately. I feel like I can't remember the previous weeks and can't seem to look forward to anything. It's making me so depressed.
I'm usually such a happy, outgoing person! I was feeling so positive with quitting smoking now I just feel like bursting into tears all day every day :(
I don't understand any of it. And despite family / girlfriend being lovely and caring.. nobody seems to really understand :(!
I just want the old me back.
Sorry for the depressing entrance, but it is through this pain and struggle I found you <3
Kenan x