Skkyee
05-12-14, 14:02
Im feel ing sooooo much better recently. Looking forward to xmas, feeling relaxed, off to London for a few days to 'take in xmas', packing and cleaning today. feeling altogether well. So why am I still shakey? annoying. I tend to feel it after activity, if im busy and i sit down, or sometimes even if i dont sit down... if im rushing about or very active, i notice both my hands are shaky, sometimes really visibly, and i feel like ive lost precision? does that even make sense... then i sit and calm down and im fine... adrenalin right? Echos of past medical worries swim in my head from time to time, even tho i currently know its irrational... im putting stress on my nerves and muscles and activating underlying symptoms of some horrible un named illness..... sigh... does it ever leave us?
Anyway so here i am doing what we are told not to do and obsessively seeking reassurance....
While typing this the shaking has all but stopped btw... so bored of this now.
xx
Anyway so here i am doing what we are told not to do and obsessively seeking reassurance....
While typing this the shaking has all but stopped btw... so bored of this now.
xx