anxiousbelle
07-12-14, 12:56
Hi,
I am 17 and currently trying to complete year 12. However, I've suffered with anxiety for years, and years, and right now I am in the worst place I've ever been. I thought I was two years ago, but right now I can't even go to school because every part of it causes panic attacks, and intense anxiety. I have always been able to hide it, but at the moment that is impossible. Everybody knows about it, and they can see it. When I have been in school I constantly have to get out of the classroom, and I keep crying, and freaking out, and it is awful. Every part of me wants to just curl up and cry, and just scream. I've never felt more anxious, or depressed in my whole life. I can't get out of bed, or even stand up because I feel like I am going to faint. My family are trying, but I just get angry and I can't seem to get across how I feel. I feel like I am in hell, and I really want to finish my A Levels, but my mind isn't letting me, and I am so stressed, and afraid, and angry at myself, and nothing is working.
I was seeing a psychologist but I stopped that after I overheard my parents saying it was pointless, and i was putting in no effort. But now we can't get back into the service, and I don't know what to do?
Please help, and give any advice possible.
I am 17 and currently trying to complete year 12. However, I've suffered with anxiety for years, and years, and right now I am in the worst place I've ever been. I thought I was two years ago, but right now I can't even go to school because every part of it causes panic attacks, and intense anxiety. I have always been able to hide it, but at the moment that is impossible. Everybody knows about it, and they can see it. When I have been in school I constantly have to get out of the classroom, and I keep crying, and freaking out, and it is awful. Every part of me wants to just curl up and cry, and just scream. I've never felt more anxious, or depressed in my whole life. I can't get out of bed, or even stand up because I feel like I am going to faint. My family are trying, but I just get angry and I can't seem to get across how I feel. I feel like I am in hell, and I really want to finish my A Levels, but my mind isn't letting me, and I am so stressed, and afraid, and angry at myself, and nothing is working.
I was seeing a psychologist but I stopped that after I overheard my parents saying it was pointless, and i was putting in no effort. But now we can't get back into the service, and I don't know what to do?
Please help, and give any advice possible.