lily1
07-12-14, 20:53
I have my mammogram on Thursday and if everything is clear I really want to move on, enjoy life and not worry afterwards that I will def get C from it and that I am doomed.
I hope everything is clear and if it is I don't want to be worrying about my fear of the radiation afterwards that it has harmed me, or thinking I didn't need it afterall.
Any tips from anyone that knows how I get past the horrible dread that I felt last time that the radiation is going to give me C now and therefore the constant checking and googling starts again like last time I really don't want to do that this time I just want to move on afterwards.
Any tips how I can get past this, and when I feel the urge to google how I can stop myself researching as it scares me so much :(x
I hope everything is clear and if it is I don't want to be worrying about my fear of the radiation afterwards that it has harmed me, or thinking I didn't need it afterall.
Any tips from anyone that knows how I get past the horrible dread that I felt last time that the radiation is going to give me C now and therefore the constant checking and googling starts again like last time I really don't want to do that this time I just want to move on afterwards.
Any tips how I can get past this, and when I feel the urge to google how I can stop myself researching as it scares me so much :(x