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scaredsick
11-12-14, 21:48
Hey guys I need some help I've been around here since August when I was going through some bowel issues, weight loss and generally feeling crappy.

I believe this went on for around 3 months and then I started to feel better, bowels kind of went back to normal (well normal for me if that makes sense)

I'm currently having a meltdown due to constantly sore hot feet! 😢

They get progressively worse throughout the day and also my calfs feel tight and achy.

I'm also obsessed with how my arms and legs appear thinner than they used to although I know my thighs have increased in size due to regaining some of the weight I lost when I was feeling rough...

I constantly look at my wrists, forearms and upper arms biceps convinced that my muscle tissue is deteriorating and also my calfs and ankles, feet like skinny its freaking me out and I'm sick of obsessing about it 😩😩😩

Screqing my head although I portray a normal healthy person in secret I'm loosing the plot