Gemmal
14-12-14, 19:44
Hi all !
It's been a while since Ive been here but my anxiety is playing up something terrible and I always find comfort here.
In February 2015 it will be 3 whole years since I came here proclaiming I had lymphoma and was going to die . It's so crazy too think .
What's even worse is literally those years I have wasted worrying that I will never get back. Don't get me wrong right now im still feeling my glands convinced there's something wrong - but logical me is saying come off it you would have diagnosed way back am I right ?
I think im going to make a point of visiting my gp every Six months for a blood count just to put my mind at ease .
2015 really has to be my year - I need to get my own place , hopefully find a partner also - I feel like my anxiety has really affected my social life especially going out meeting new people and involving alcohol .
I remember being so serious about 2014 being my year and I have failed miserably but this year I can feel it . My new job keeps me so busy I don't have time to be anxious and I'm going to take up activities after work such as yoga and swimming .
Does anyone else have any ideas ?
Anyways I hope everyone is well and you all have a wonderful Christmas and an even better new year .
We can do this - start a new chapter which doesn't lead us down the dark path of anxiety !
Seasons greetings :)
It's been a while since Ive been here but my anxiety is playing up something terrible and I always find comfort here.
In February 2015 it will be 3 whole years since I came here proclaiming I had lymphoma and was going to die . It's so crazy too think .
What's even worse is literally those years I have wasted worrying that I will never get back. Don't get me wrong right now im still feeling my glands convinced there's something wrong - but logical me is saying come off it you would have diagnosed way back am I right ?
I think im going to make a point of visiting my gp every Six months for a blood count just to put my mind at ease .
2015 really has to be my year - I need to get my own place , hopefully find a partner also - I feel like my anxiety has really affected my social life especially going out meeting new people and involving alcohol .
I remember being so serious about 2014 being my year and I have failed miserably but this year I can feel it . My new job keeps me so busy I don't have time to be anxious and I'm going to take up activities after work such as yoga and swimming .
Does anyone else have any ideas ?
Anyways I hope everyone is well and you all have a wonderful Christmas and an even better new year .
We can do this - start a new chapter which doesn't lead us down the dark path of anxiety !
Seasons greetings :)