Reoccurring Depression, please help

[laurenn]

I have had anxiety for months however recently I've gone into spells of depression.. When I'm out I feel content and okay but then I spirlal to this horrific depression that makes me feel insane.. It feels like I am insane or something, I feel empty and that I could go crazy or something I'm really worried, I'm in this deep depression now and I'm scared... I dont feel myself and I feel like I cant form thoughts, I know fact I could never do anything however I hate feeling like this, also I am never really happy.. I dont feel myself and all I want is to feel happy in myself and be able to form my own thoughts and emotions without feeling empty and feeling like I cant think, it feels like I could be mentally insane or something, I have never felt this low before its a strange low too, what's wrong with me???? Please help, any advice would be great��

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Also sometimes I get really restless..

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is anyone else feeling like this or has?

[jimsmrs]

Hiya

I can identify with this, when you go home do you feel as though there's a big black cloud hovering?? are you on any meds?

[laurenn]

Yeah, it just comes over me, I makes me feel crazy and just hopeless tbh, nope I am only 17. I have never been on anything and I don't want to be either unless it gets worse which I hope it doesnt