My happy ever after
21-12-14, 17:44
Hey everyone, hope you are all doing well.
I haven't posted for quite a while, things were doing good.
Today, I got admitted to accident and emergency with an asthma attack. Just got home after eight hours, chest xray, ecg, blood tests, sats etc.
Thing is I feel so embarrassed I got myself so worked up about having all these tests done, I fear the worst all the time, I was sure something terrible was going to show up on the xray, it was fine in the end. But I found myself asking constantly is that ok, am I ok, what does this show? I feel that I must be the worst patient to contend with.
My heart rate was 110-150 all day, and im sure the anxiety doesn't help but I wasn't actually feeling too anxious at that point, they wanted heart rate and bp under control before I left. They've let me out now and thinking being in hospital that was causing it to be high due to me worrying.
Have antibiotics and steroids to help with my asthma and chest so I hope I feel better soon.
Just fed up of HA and how it makes me panic in hospital and doctors and I just feel humiliated don't think anyone really understands how it feels.
Sorry for such a negative post but its good to know people on here understand.
Much love xx
I haven't posted for quite a while, things were doing good.
Today, I got admitted to accident and emergency with an asthma attack. Just got home after eight hours, chest xray, ecg, blood tests, sats etc.
Thing is I feel so embarrassed I got myself so worked up about having all these tests done, I fear the worst all the time, I was sure something terrible was going to show up on the xray, it was fine in the end. But I found myself asking constantly is that ok, am I ok, what does this show? I feel that I must be the worst patient to contend with.
My heart rate was 110-150 all day, and im sure the anxiety doesn't help but I wasn't actually feeling too anxious at that point, they wanted heart rate and bp under control before I left. They've let me out now and thinking being in hospital that was causing it to be high due to me worrying.
Have antibiotics and steroids to help with my asthma and chest so I hope I feel better soon.
Just fed up of HA and how it makes me panic in hospital and doctors and I just feel humiliated don't think anyone really understands how it feels.
Sorry for such a negative post but its good to know people on here understand.
Much love xx