Kendra
21-12-14, 18:57
Hi everyone,
Really having a tough time and needed to talk.
This is my second lot of anxiety issues within 2 years and I am struggling so much at the minute, especially today!! I have a great 2 years so why now??
All the above is now leaving me drained, exhausted, fed up and depresses.
I know all these symptom are from being anxious, I also understand well hope they will pass!!! But when???? I'm so worried about christmas!! I love christmas and hate feeling this way at other times but christmas time???? Don't want to spoil anyone's christmas! So it's a worry circle!!!
Docs upped my citalopram from 20mg to 30mg but upping to 25mg over last few days but I'm going to have to take the full 30mg tonight cos I can't stand feeling this way!!!!
It makes me so sad and depressed!!! And the retching and running to the toilet is just a nightmare, as you all will know!! Distraction is hard to do 24 hours a day an on off switch would be better!!
Doubt I will be at work tomorrow either that's another worry?? God why is this so hard to deal with????
Any advice or help anything really?? Sorry for going on but I needed to vent!!!
Kendra xxxx :weep:
Really having a tough time and needed to talk.
This is my second lot of anxiety issues within 2 years and I am struggling so much at the minute, especially today!! I have a great 2 years so why now??
All the above is now leaving me drained, exhausted, fed up and depresses.
I know all these symptom are from being anxious, I also understand well hope they will pass!!! But when???? I'm so worried about christmas!! I love christmas and hate feeling this way at other times but christmas time???? Don't want to spoil anyone's christmas! So it's a worry circle!!!
Docs upped my citalopram from 20mg to 30mg but upping to 25mg over last few days but I'm going to have to take the full 30mg tonight cos I can't stand feeling this way!!!!
It makes me so sad and depressed!!! And the retching and running to the toilet is just a nightmare, as you all will know!! Distraction is hard to do 24 hours a day an on off switch would be better!!
Doubt I will be at work tomorrow either that's another worry?? God why is this so hard to deal with????
Any advice or help anything really?? Sorry for going on but I needed to vent!!!
Kendra xxxx :weep: