ok heres the real me

[e]

i am currently a full time student. i like school dont get me wrong but i allways feel that what i do is not good enough. every time i get a spare moment my brain drifts to negative thoughts. i allways feel like no matter what i do in my life i am never going to amount to anything. i guess i sort of self medicate to just drift through the real world. im a total stoner. i allways say im going to stop but i never do. i also smoke cigs like its my job. im also incapeable of being in any kind of relationship. i dont know what to do with my life. i have zero modivation and i just cant figure myself out. well enough of that.
xo

[nomorepanic]

Have a read of these - see if they help...

drugs
pls dnt judge.but did taking drugs contribute?? (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=2426)
Screwed myself up using drugs (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=5333)
advice on mixing citalopram and ecstasy (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=4824)


Thoughts
Lets try to keep our thoughts in perspective (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=283)
Mind Games (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=1789)
obsessive thoughts & anxiety (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=3096)
Still suffering this damn "suggestive" thing.. (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=4288)
How to CURE yourself ! The definitive guide here.. (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=5357)
Its happening again ! (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=6094)
Things to consider for success! (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=6165)
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Thoughts (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7187)
image projection in my mind (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7358)

weird thoughts
odd thoughts... (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=5201)
Strange thoughts....Anyone else? (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=5294)
Silly thoughts (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=5694)
strange things! (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=6461)
worried... (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7323)
scared and down! (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7389)

negative thoughts – dealing with
Dealing with negative thoughts (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7821)
How to stop negative thoughts? (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=16081)


Nicola

People will forget what you said
People will forget what you did
But people will never forget how you made them feel

[chucklehound]

Welcome to NMP

Take care

Chuckle

xxxx

[kittykat]

Hi there,

Welcome to the site, you'll find all the support you need here.

Take care

shirley xx

'' I am an optimist, but I'm an optimist who carries a raincoat. '' - Harold Wilson