waitingforwinter
13-01-15, 03:54
I have been a hypochondriac since I was a child. I can remember feeling sick and obsessing and making myself feel worse.
All through collage I had no health worries until my senior year I noticed a lump in my right breasts. I have it examined and the doctor had little to say other then it was moveable and harmless. The doctors reassurance made me feel better for a while until recently when I went off birth control bills for about a month. Upon restarting the medication I began to experience pain in my breasts mostly in the right breast in the area when the lump was. When I felt my breast I could feel the hard lump more noticeably then before. I also noticed that my breast grew a whole cup size in about a months time. I thought that the pain would go away after I got acclimated with the hormones again but its been persistent now for about 3 months. It comes and goes and seems to get worse around the week of my period. I have also had pain in my right shoulder for about the same amount of time. The pain that I have been experiencing has made me feel like their is something seriously wrong with me. I keep self- examining by breasts and over analyzing every detail. I feel like my overthinking is causing me to feel even worse physical pain. When I am distracted with a task I feel fine but when I'm left alone I obsess and feel terrible. The only real symptom I have is breast pain and I am only 23 years old. Should I be worried its serious or should I calm down my crazy head?
All through collage I had no health worries until my senior year I noticed a lump in my right breasts. I have it examined and the doctor had little to say other then it was moveable and harmless. The doctors reassurance made me feel better for a while until recently when I went off birth control bills for about a month. Upon restarting the medication I began to experience pain in my breasts mostly in the right breast in the area when the lump was. When I felt my breast I could feel the hard lump more noticeably then before. I also noticed that my breast grew a whole cup size in about a months time. I thought that the pain would go away after I got acclimated with the hormones again but its been persistent now for about 3 months. It comes and goes and seems to get worse around the week of my period. I have also had pain in my right shoulder for about the same amount of time. The pain that I have been experiencing has made me feel like their is something seriously wrong with me. I keep self- examining by breasts and over analyzing every detail. I feel like my overthinking is causing me to feel even worse physical pain. When I am distracted with a task I feel fine but when I'm left alone I obsess and feel terrible. The only real symptom I have is breast pain and I am only 23 years old. Should I be worried its serious or should I calm down my crazy head?