debs71
14-01-15, 18:44
I have just been out at the shops to try to get a Birthday Cake for my Dad.
While out, there was a very loud, obnoxious group of school kids, about 20+ of them, in the shopping centre, all shouting and swearing at each other. I find this unnerves me when in public. As I walked past them, I quietly asked them to turn the volume down and carried on walking. One of them shouted after me 'YOU shut the **** up, B***h!!!'....he then followed this with shouting 'B***h' at me yet again.
I just carried on walking. Once in the shop, I looked for what I needed, but couldn't find anything. As I went to walk out, one of the boys was walking in, and looking around the shop. This yet again unnerved me, so I walked out a side entrance home.
I am so upset now, and really unnerved by it. I can't stop crying. I was doing ok mentally, but have been struggling with some physical effects of anxiety, but have just managed to get shot of them. I feel so down now after this, and just very deflated. I don't know why. I know that I probably should have just kept my head down and not got involved, so perhaps I asked for it, but it was the sheer agression that has upset me.
Not sure why I am posting. Just needed to vent I think x
While out, there was a very loud, obnoxious group of school kids, about 20+ of them, in the shopping centre, all shouting and swearing at each other. I find this unnerves me when in public. As I walked past them, I quietly asked them to turn the volume down and carried on walking. One of them shouted after me 'YOU shut the **** up, B***h!!!'....he then followed this with shouting 'B***h' at me yet again.
I just carried on walking. Once in the shop, I looked for what I needed, but couldn't find anything. As I went to walk out, one of the boys was walking in, and looking around the shop. This yet again unnerved me, so I walked out a side entrance home.
I am so upset now, and really unnerved by it. I can't stop crying. I was doing ok mentally, but have been struggling with some physical effects of anxiety, but have just managed to get shot of them. I feel so down now after this, and just very deflated. I don't know why. I know that I probably should have just kept my head down and not got involved, so perhaps I asked for it, but it was the sheer agression that has upset me.
Not sure why I am posting. Just needed to vent I think x