JustJules
14-01-15, 18:49
Haven't been on here as tried to go cold turkey re HA so shut myself off....had colonoscopy on New Year's Eve....said all 'looked normal'. But took biopsies....hadn't heard anything back so thought all ok so got myself I positive mode and booked my hypnotherapist again but then got phone call today to say consultant wants me to have an MRI...now gone into complete meltdown....it is on 24th Jan....trying to console myself that surely they wouldn't leave me this long if it was cancer but then panicking in case they have overlooked me I. The post Christmas backlog...my mind is everywhere....also I will freak out in scanner....just when I had convinced myself that it must be okay...back to square one and panicking big style....