majdle
15-01-15, 23:07
Hi guys,
yes, me again. I have been feeling miserable these days. First, there was a fear of throat C, went to ENT, made him run a full blood check, diagnosed chlamydia, gave me ATB that I havenīt started taking yet. And here we go again with a stomach problem. I am always tired and I get nauseous at times. Not a big deal, but my head is fabricating pacreatic issues. Or a lymphoma eating away on me, that is spreading. Needless to say, I have read an article on a woman my age (30), who has it. Two days ago, I met my landlady who has some kind of a heart problem and looks awful. The next day, I woke up at 4am with pains in my chest, convinced I have the same. It feels like HA is eating away on me. I am really just depressed and miserable and apprehensive of every little thing. I am convinced itīs over with me. Although, I have been convinced of that the past 20 years, as I remeber thinking of such scenarios first when I was about 10. What do I do? This is hell...I want to have a life free of constant health worries. :( Any tips? And how do I tell my husband about my HA? Do I tell him at all? I mean, he is such a healthy, positive person...I am feeling so alone with this and every night, I watch my husband sleep, while I worry myslef sick. :( Any tips how to fight that beast? I mean HA, not my hubby :D :D
yes, me again. I have been feeling miserable these days. First, there was a fear of throat C, went to ENT, made him run a full blood check, diagnosed chlamydia, gave me ATB that I havenīt started taking yet. And here we go again with a stomach problem. I am always tired and I get nauseous at times. Not a big deal, but my head is fabricating pacreatic issues. Or a lymphoma eating away on me, that is spreading. Needless to say, I have read an article on a woman my age (30), who has it. Two days ago, I met my landlady who has some kind of a heart problem and looks awful. The next day, I woke up at 4am with pains in my chest, convinced I have the same. It feels like HA is eating away on me. I am really just depressed and miserable and apprehensive of every little thing. I am convinced itīs over with me. Although, I have been convinced of that the past 20 years, as I remeber thinking of such scenarios first when I was about 10. What do I do? This is hell...I want to have a life free of constant health worries. :( Any tips? And how do I tell my husband about my HA? Do I tell him at all? I mean, he is such a healthy, positive person...I am feeling so alone with this and every night, I watch my husband sleep, while I worry myslef sick. :( Any tips how to fight that beast? I mean HA, not my hubby :D :D