Strovbe
24-01-15, 07:04
As a disclaimer, i'm almost positive I have OCD. I weigh myself nearly every day, I'm constantly checking my body for stuff and I always think "if I do this, or if this happens, I'll get cancer. Cancer story on the TV? I have it. "
Now, my most recent fear has been lymphoma. I've got a few palpable lymph nodes in my groin. They're moveable and within the normal size for the groin (less than 3cm) and have been swollen since September, maybe sooner, and have not grown. I've also got a cluster of em under my jaw that I've started poking at recently and it has swollen. I do sweat sometimes at night, but it's on and off. All these "buts" yet I'm still worried. My aunt recently died of Leukemia and ever since then I have been worried about my health. I just can't stop. I keep thinking I won't be alive next year. :(
Now, my most recent fear has been lymphoma. I've got a few palpable lymph nodes in my groin. They're moveable and within the normal size for the groin (less than 3cm) and have been swollen since September, maybe sooner, and have not grown. I've also got a cluster of em under my jaw that I've started poking at recently and it has swollen. I do sweat sometimes at night, but it's on and off. All these "buts" yet I'm still worried. My aunt recently died of Leukemia and ever since then I have been worried about my health. I just can't stop. I keep thinking I won't be alive next year. :(