Gregor
29-01-15, 18:34
I know we're not supposed to talk about the 'S' word on here and i'm not going to, except to say that no matter how many positive thoughts i have and no matter how good i feel, there's always this little voice in the back of my head telling me that life isn't worth the struggle.
I do have so many things i want to do in life, so many ambitions, so i'm not completely down the whole time. However, my thought process always reverts back.
When i was a child - maybe 9 or 10 years old - even then i used to comfort myself by saying if things get too bad i could always kill myself. That would strangely cheer me up (i think knowing that nothing was as bad as death helped).
I just want to not have those thoughts hanging over me forever.
Gregor
I do have so many things i want to do in life, so many ambitions, so i'm not completely down the whole time. However, my thought process always reverts back.
When i was a child - maybe 9 or 10 years old - even then i used to comfort myself by saying if things get too bad i could always kill myself. That would strangely cheer me up (i think knowing that nothing was as bad as death helped).
I just want to not have those thoughts hanging over me forever.
Gregor