ade
12-01-07, 23:11
more stuff about the abuse has come flooding back,in the normal fashion,as my sobbing head hits the pan with the ferocity of the memory.
this time it was two things,one was the memory of something restricting my throat and thinking "i am about to die" one was the sight of some kind of poster on the wall.wiped me out for a week,a trembling wreck.
violent sickness combined with uncontrolable crying.i have madeit back to work today,a real relief to engage in commerce not re-living
tired,whers my pint?
love ade x
thanks for bearing withme x
this time it was two things,one was the memory of something restricting my throat and thinking "i am about to die" one was the sight of some kind of poster on the wall.wiped me out for a week,a trembling wreck.
violent sickness combined with uncontrolable crying.i have madeit back to work today,a real relief to engage in commerce not re-living
tired,whers my pint?
love ade x
thanks for bearing withme x