Boydo
03-02-15, 08:56
Morning/evening/goodnight
Hi everyone I've been dignoised with anxiety disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, adhd, autism ( slight form of it ), OCD and Derealisation!
I've improved over the months thanks to help of the people of NMP and finding life more barable and started socialising again, not being as scared and at my worst stage I was sweating 24/7 convinced had brain tumour etc etc
But there one feeling that doesn't go away I can get it any given moment and most time it triggered when I wake up and it scares s£&t outta me!
Does anyone feel like this awaking,
A feeling that there not real..
Scared for no reason but no heart palps etc..
Feel like there going to go into termors - or like going to loose control
A overall werid body sensation that hard to explain :/
Everything feels abit too bright
Fatigued sometimes can't even drag myself up because feels like and guna jolt
Overalls chatty teeth feeling effect :s
Even diazepam can hardly shift the feeling it can calm me but stuff still feel bright or werid
Am on mirtazapine but this was happening way before which made me turn to the doctors... It was so bad at one point I would awake in full sweat, feeling vertigo, faint and panicy thinking I was dying.... Am so scared that I've got brain tumour or something sinister as I do get days off were I feel fine but most of the time something wrong with me :( I've had nerological test were check eyes.. Response, reflex times, balance, sensations etc etc and got excellent so they don't want refer me to ct or mri scan ... I've had loads blood work done and nothing!
Thanks for reading or replying :) and hope all who suffering find comfort!
Hi everyone I've been dignoised with anxiety disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, adhd, autism ( slight form of it ), OCD and Derealisation!
I've improved over the months thanks to help of the people of NMP and finding life more barable and started socialising again, not being as scared and at my worst stage I was sweating 24/7 convinced had brain tumour etc etc
But there one feeling that doesn't go away I can get it any given moment and most time it triggered when I wake up and it scares s£&t outta me!
Does anyone feel like this awaking,
A feeling that there not real..
Scared for no reason but no heart palps etc..
Feel like there going to go into termors - or like going to loose control
A overall werid body sensation that hard to explain :/
Everything feels abit too bright
Fatigued sometimes can't even drag myself up because feels like and guna jolt
Overalls chatty teeth feeling effect :s
Even diazepam can hardly shift the feeling it can calm me but stuff still feel bright or werid
Am on mirtazapine but this was happening way before which made me turn to the doctors... It was so bad at one point I would awake in full sweat, feeling vertigo, faint and panicy thinking I was dying.... Am so scared that I've got brain tumour or something sinister as I do get days off were I feel fine but most of the time something wrong with me :( I've had nerological test were check eyes.. Response, reflex times, balance, sensations etc etc and got excellent so they don't want refer me to ct or mri scan ... I've had loads blood work done and nothing!
Thanks for reading or replying :) and hope all who suffering find comfort!