ShellyTai
06-02-15, 13:12
Hi Everyone,
It's been a while since I've been on ....
Things haven't been too bad.....
Came off Sertraline last July .... was doing ok ... come November time I felt the twinges of Health Anxiety coming back .... I started back on Sertraline at the end of Nov / beginning of Dec .... I'd been drinking a few red wines in the evening and this was starting to creep up. On Xmas day I had my last red wine and haven't had any since.
I'm taking 50mgs of Sertraline.
Here over the past few weeks - I've been getting (sorry if this is TMI) pain in my left breast - have been to the dr, been examined twice - along with various blood tests - all bloods are clear & both dr's I've seen are happy that there's nothing to be concerned about....
But OMG - can I accept this ????? No !!!!
The anxiety is crippling ..... I can't stop crying .... can't look at my kids or hubby ..... I'm convinced that it's breast cancer !!!!
Why can I not rationalise this ????
Dr google doesn't help - of course ..... I need to sit on my hands .....
WTF is wrong with me ?????:wacko::wacko:
Aaarrrggggg - I hate myself for this.....I hate what I keep doing to myself & to my family ...... they don't deserve this.....
So sorry for ranting.....
:weep::weep:
It's been a while since I've been on ....
Things haven't been too bad.....
Came off Sertraline last July .... was doing ok ... come November time I felt the twinges of Health Anxiety coming back .... I started back on Sertraline at the end of Nov / beginning of Dec .... I'd been drinking a few red wines in the evening and this was starting to creep up. On Xmas day I had my last red wine and haven't had any since.
I'm taking 50mgs of Sertraline.
Here over the past few weeks - I've been getting (sorry if this is TMI) pain in my left breast - have been to the dr, been examined twice - along with various blood tests - all bloods are clear & both dr's I've seen are happy that there's nothing to be concerned about....
But OMG - can I accept this ????? No !!!!
The anxiety is crippling ..... I can't stop crying .... can't look at my kids or hubby ..... I'm convinced that it's breast cancer !!!!
Why can I not rationalise this ????
Dr google doesn't help - of course ..... I need to sit on my hands .....
WTF is wrong with me ?????:wacko::wacko:
Aaarrrggggg - I hate myself for this.....I hate what I keep doing to myself & to my family ...... they don't deserve this.....
So sorry for ranting.....
:weep::weep: