Boydo
14-02-15, 11:19
hey everyone..
my journey so far feels like a lifetime, i been to countless doctors, test and even had neurological test in all body functions and eye specialist..... even been to my local A&E ( ER ) few times, my anxiety been with me awhile but really shined threw when i made some dramatic chages to my life... i quit cannibis, drinking, smoking, freinds my entire lifestyle!!! i became so bad i had the following
- extreme brain fog (was so scared and confused )
- scared, anxious 24/7 ( still present just not as powerful )
- uncontrollable sweating
- realization/depersonalize
- ghost bumps/uncontrollable body temp
- head pressure
- vivid dreams/ wake up every 2 hours scared!
- constantly felt like i had flu or something sinister
- emotionless
i got put on sertaline but that was sinister and made me worst, i was immediately put onto Mirtazapine 15mg which made me sleep and slowly taken me out of derealization, brain fog, uncontrollable sweating etc
Neurological problems
- floaters
- sometimes if something flicker a little triggers me off
- think stuff flickering a little (sometimes the main trigger is when something is flickering alitte bit )
- strange tremor sensation in head or body upon awaking
- strange head sensation
- awakening with brain zaps which is very mild throughout the day but annoying
BUT, now i seem cant let the brain tumor theory drop!, i am anxious 24/7 as of a result of this!! noticing alot more floaters, vibrating sensations ( when wake up feels like there a phone in my head vibrating and am abut loose control of my body, this tends happen every few days upon waking only lasts for 10 to 20secs ) strange head sensation !! i seemed be locked into OCD anxiety ill constantly check my pupils !! docs are saying am healthy but i feel trapped by my own mind especially when i get these neurological problems ! dead convinced ive got a brain tumor and that am going to die as they not going to mri till i have some kind if seizure :( pleas HELP !!! feel like your going die constantly or being scared taking all the joy out of my life
my journey so far feels like a lifetime, i been to countless doctors, test and even had neurological test in all body functions and eye specialist..... even been to my local A&E ( ER ) few times, my anxiety been with me awhile but really shined threw when i made some dramatic chages to my life... i quit cannibis, drinking, smoking, freinds my entire lifestyle!!! i became so bad i had the following
- extreme brain fog (was so scared and confused )
- scared, anxious 24/7 ( still present just not as powerful )
- uncontrollable sweating
- realization/depersonalize
- ghost bumps/uncontrollable body temp
- head pressure
- vivid dreams/ wake up every 2 hours scared!
- constantly felt like i had flu or something sinister
- emotionless
i got put on sertaline but that was sinister and made me worst, i was immediately put onto Mirtazapine 15mg which made me sleep and slowly taken me out of derealization, brain fog, uncontrollable sweating etc
Neurological problems
- floaters
- sometimes if something flicker a little triggers me off
- think stuff flickering a little (sometimes the main trigger is when something is flickering alitte bit )
- strange tremor sensation in head or body upon awaking
- strange head sensation
- awakening with brain zaps which is very mild throughout the day but annoying
BUT, now i seem cant let the brain tumor theory drop!, i am anxious 24/7 as of a result of this!! noticing alot more floaters, vibrating sensations ( when wake up feels like there a phone in my head vibrating and am abut loose control of my body, this tends happen every few days upon waking only lasts for 10 to 20secs ) strange head sensation !! i seemed be locked into OCD anxiety ill constantly check my pupils !! docs are saying am healthy but i feel trapped by my own mind especially when i get these neurological problems ! dead convinced ive got a brain tumor and that am going to die as they not going to mri till i have some kind if seizure :( pleas HELP !!! feel like your going die constantly or being scared taking all the joy out of my life