Vigilante
14-02-15, 19:07
Ok, I have been that bad today that I decided to write down everything for 1 hour, who can relate to this?
5:40 pm - Tested my smile in window reflection, to check if is is still even.
5:42 pm - Re-checked smile because my lip and face feels twitchy
5:46 pm - checked to see if I can still whistle.
5:49 pm - Stomach feels strange when I laughed, not sure if it is spasming, or a knoted like feel or perhaps even twisted feeling?
5:52 pm - Thinking is stomach and backache oddness due to inner twitching and spasms and will I lose control of my toilet habbits?
5:54 pm - Feel slightly sick and dizzy.
5:56 pm - I can hear my heart beat.
5:59 pm - Right side of chest is tight, twitchy and vibrating
6:02 pm - Feel flutter and ache in middle of chest.
6:03 pm - My calfs are still twitching away same as the last 13 days, like having worms under my skin.
6:05 pm - Can feel my mid back flutter, spasm, vibrate same place as pain too....
6:08 pm - Did some self neuro checks, feet together/eyes closed, bit wobbly but balance ok, arms held out in front closed eyes no movement, touched end of nose with a finger off each hand, seemed ok.
checked walking, Heel to toe, walk on toes, walk on heels, seems fine too.
6:10 pm - Left leg is twitching on the outer side of my knee cap.
6:14 pm - Right arm is trembling when I;m leaning on it.
6:16 pm- Feeling tired.
6:17 pm - upper back twiitching.
6:20 pm - Whole body feels shaky, twitchy, what the hell is going on? a seizure?
6:21 pm - Checked blood pressure, 145/84, heart rate 90 bpm
6:24 pm - Can feel my pulse everywhere on body, even putting my finger tips on my forehead can easily feel it....!
6:26-6:45 - sat on kitchen floor yawning
Well there it is, a snapshop of my current life, still sat here thinking its brain tumour, ms, als some other neuro problem.
Who can relate to this.
5:40 pm - Tested my smile in window reflection, to check if is is still even.
5:42 pm - Re-checked smile because my lip and face feels twitchy
5:46 pm - checked to see if I can still whistle.
5:49 pm - Stomach feels strange when I laughed, not sure if it is spasming, or a knoted like feel or perhaps even twisted feeling?
5:52 pm - Thinking is stomach and backache oddness due to inner twitching and spasms and will I lose control of my toilet habbits?
5:54 pm - Feel slightly sick and dizzy.
5:56 pm - I can hear my heart beat.
5:59 pm - Right side of chest is tight, twitchy and vibrating
6:02 pm - Feel flutter and ache in middle of chest.
6:03 pm - My calfs are still twitching away same as the last 13 days, like having worms under my skin.
6:05 pm - Can feel my mid back flutter, spasm, vibrate same place as pain too....
6:08 pm - Did some self neuro checks, feet together/eyes closed, bit wobbly but balance ok, arms held out in front closed eyes no movement, touched end of nose with a finger off each hand, seemed ok.
checked walking, Heel to toe, walk on toes, walk on heels, seems fine too.
6:10 pm - Left leg is twitching on the outer side of my knee cap.
6:14 pm - Right arm is trembling when I;m leaning on it.
6:16 pm- Feeling tired.
6:17 pm - upper back twiitching.
6:20 pm - Whole body feels shaky, twitchy, what the hell is going on? a seizure?
6:21 pm - Checked blood pressure, 145/84, heart rate 90 bpm
6:24 pm - Can feel my pulse everywhere on body, even putting my finger tips on my forehead can easily feel it....!
6:26-6:45 - sat on kitchen floor yawning
Well there it is, a snapshop of my current life, still sat here thinking its brain tumour, ms, als some other neuro problem.
Who can relate to this.