PAULF
02-09-04, 17:17
When my mum and dad phoned yesterday they said "we will phone you tomorrow", i said "well, dont say that, because if you dont then ill worry, phone me if you have a problem" and they said "no, we will phone you" and i said "well if you have time/problem"
Its now 5.12pm and no phone call, (they phoned me at 3.30pm yesterday) i am saying to myself, look thats good, they obviously have no problems and everything is fine or else they would of phoned.
I am due to get on my train at 5.36pm, and you known when you can feel something is going to happen - ie shaking/hot its happening but i dont want the same thing what happened lastnight to happen again tonight. I dont want to use my mobile phone whilst im on the train just in case they phone on it, but thats the only way i know to distract myself from the feelings.
Paul x
Its now 5.12pm and no phone call, (they phoned me at 3.30pm yesterday) i am saying to myself, look thats good, they obviously have no problems and everything is fine or else they would of phoned.
I am due to get on my train at 5.36pm, and you known when you can feel something is going to happen - ie shaking/hot its happening but i dont want the same thing what happened lastnight to happen again tonight. I dont want to use my mobile phone whilst im on the train just in case they phone on it, but thats the only way i know to distract myself from the feelings.
Paul x