Jenga
17-02-15, 14:05
So I've realised that PMT really does make my anxiety flare up.
This month has been especially bad.
I made the mistake of watching The Casual Vacancy and I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about the scene where the social worker visits the drug addict's home to find her 3.5 in just socks and pants, playing near needles. I knew as soon as I saw that child that something bad was going to happen to him and so I Googled. I was right.
My own son is the same age as the character, which makes it worse. I keep telling myself it's not real but I know that it is real for some. It also taps into my fear that I will lose one of my children.
I'm so sorry to dump all this here, I can't talk to anyone about this. I just needed to get it out. I hate being like this.
This month has been especially bad.
I made the mistake of watching The Casual Vacancy and I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about the scene where the social worker visits the drug addict's home to find her 3.5 in just socks and pants, playing near needles. I knew as soon as I saw that child that something bad was going to happen to him and so I Googled. I was right.
My own son is the same age as the character, which makes it worse. I keep telling myself it's not real but I know that it is real for some. It also taps into my fear that I will lose one of my children.
I'm so sorry to dump all this here, I can't talk to anyone about this. I just needed to get it out. I hate being like this.