Vida
20-02-15, 02:26
Hello all. I've been battling a horrible dose of HA for a couple of weeks now. If I don't completely lie to myself then it's actually been a couple of months. My first round of tests came back ok today. Still have some others to complete. But I'm on a good path.
But why, why does anxiety still have me in its grips? I feel a body twinge and the anxiety leeches onto that one thing and turns it into a whole other illness. I have been on escitalopram for 2 weeks. The dr says full effect is 1 month. I think I need some psychotherapy. Can these anxieties be cured? Or just managed? Because I know somewhere down the line I will fall ill and WILL die. I can't possibly do this forever. The anxiety is so consuming. It drains all happiness from my life.
I'm truly thankful for this website. It makes me feel like I belong somewhere when the rest of the world I live in seemingly makes me feel alone. Someone somewhere understands my fears.
But why, why does anxiety still have me in its grips? I feel a body twinge and the anxiety leeches onto that one thing and turns it into a whole other illness. I have been on escitalopram for 2 weeks. The dr says full effect is 1 month. I think I need some psychotherapy. Can these anxieties be cured? Or just managed? Because I know somewhere down the line I will fall ill and WILL die. I can't possibly do this forever. The anxiety is so consuming. It drains all happiness from my life.
I'm truly thankful for this website. It makes me feel like I belong somewhere when the rest of the world I live in seemingly makes me feel alone. Someone somewhere understands my fears.