Alice1
02-03-15, 03:57
Hi, its almost 4am and I just need to write this down.
I cant sleep tonight and feel like I'm dying.
I had a period of dizziness and some stomach discomfort an hour before going to bed.
TMI but then was quite constipated and my stool was very hard and had a reddy brown hue. Ot was more brown than red but it could still have possibly been red so I then got very worried that I was internally bleeding.
Tried to sleep and now I have a pain in my left side in my lower abdomen. I feel like I cant breathe properly at all and when I lie down feel very dizzy. My chest feels very tight and my hands sometimes feel an odd tensr numb weak feeling, and it almost feels like I'm having a stroke in my left side sometimes, down the entire left side.
I still feel stomach discomfort and a bit sick, and keep getting weird headache things where its like pressure pushing on my head.
I'm so worried I have internal bleeding and im dying or that there is something wrong with my head and I have a blood clot or something or that just something has happened and I am now dying Nd will die in my sleep because my symptoms are odd and not strong enough to go to hospital even thought there's something seriously wrong and I am going to die.
And just now I'm really tired and I want to fall asleep bit I cant and I'm just so scared and I don't know what to do.
My doctor also referred me for an ultrasound abdominal scan on Wednesday for pain I've been getting. She refereed me within two weeks which makes me think she thinks its really serious so now I'm worried somethings gone wrong.
I just don't want to die.
I cant sleep tonight and feel like I'm dying.
I had a period of dizziness and some stomach discomfort an hour before going to bed.
TMI but then was quite constipated and my stool was very hard and had a reddy brown hue. Ot was more brown than red but it could still have possibly been red so I then got very worried that I was internally bleeding.
Tried to sleep and now I have a pain in my left side in my lower abdomen. I feel like I cant breathe properly at all and when I lie down feel very dizzy. My chest feels very tight and my hands sometimes feel an odd tensr numb weak feeling, and it almost feels like I'm having a stroke in my left side sometimes, down the entire left side.
I still feel stomach discomfort and a bit sick, and keep getting weird headache things where its like pressure pushing on my head.
I'm so worried I have internal bleeding and im dying or that there is something wrong with my head and I have a blood clot or something or that just something has happened and I am now dying Nd will die in my sleep because my symptoms are odd and not strong enough to go to hospital even thought there's something seriously wrong and I am going to die.
And just now I'm really tired and I want to fall asleep bit I cant and I'm just so scared and I don't know what to do.
My doctor also referred me for an ultrasound abdominal scan on Wednesday for pain I've been getting. She refereed me within two weeks which makes me think she thinks its really serious so now I'm worried somethings gone wrong.
I just don't want to die.