Stephblueyes
09-03-15, 21:47
I have suffered with gad Depression and social anxiety, i have no real lofe friends :'( i am a 19 year old girl , also i have always got bullied by people my teeth are a weird colour im a big girl in weight and height. the only way i communicate with the outside world is xbox. if i didnt have xbox i wouldnt be typing this message (not in a suicidal way). it all started off i went to this boys every weekend with my friends and met someone there he was my boyfriend ( thought he was ) one day he said its over but hey thats not what made me ill. my friends was like has some vodka i do not drink im a good girl i was 16 at the time i experienced my first panic attack boy it was scary!! i went home and cryed to my mum.month later i started thinking people are trying to posion me or kill even my parents and my siblings , i got cbt and it improved but i still get it. now im 19 and have a long distance relationship , he dont understand my illnesses but he does try hes my everything <3.