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Pixy73
11-03-15, 14:00
Long story short:
I had an ear ache. I waited too long to call the Dr because I know I freak over anything and it got bad! I needed two rounds of antibiotics which end today, plus massive amounts of painkillers to function. I've had a headache every day for 25 or more days. I still have a headache but now I can't tell if it's my ear, painkiller withdrawal (or overuse) or just me being over-noticing because I'm thinking about it. I'm trying so hard to distract, wait and see, etc but I can't take another round of that kind of pain. I'm just so mad at myself for not being able to tell if this is "real pain" or me over thinking again. Thanks for listening. Any advise would be welcome too. I've also gotten new contacts (higher perscription if that matters).