Pretzel
16-03-15, 22:47
This is only my second post on this forum. I am overwhelmed because the forum is soon big!
I am in dire need of support. I am suffering from HA and my friends are all very tired of hearing me talk about it. They don't understand the intensity of my fears.
I have been suffering from headaches on and off for a year now. I don't know what they are or why? But, they are not overly intense. They are not migraines or cluster headaches. I have had a cat scan last April and the doc said my head looked "perfect". I did blood work, urine work ect. I was sent to a head ache clinic but that process is very long before you see someone.
The only thing abnormal they found was that I have low iron anemia which I am taking pills for. Headaches started getting better after taking those pills for a couple of months. Suddenly woke up 2 weeks ago with sharp head pains again. And I have been having a daily headache for 2 weeks now. Sharp localized pain in the morning and dull overall pain by the time nighttime rolls around. I am seeing a physio for the first time on Friday because I am hoping that it's neck related.
I am such a googler!!!! And I KNOW its very very bad, but the compulsion is soon strong to do it! I am just soo scared! you know that scared feeling that takes the breath away... I am sure you all can relate. I am starting to feel like crying because I am so exhausted of being gin my own brain! Just sitting in the hallway at school now in tears, can't sit through my classes, teachers don't understand, I can't tell them what is wrong..... I just feel like a mess. And I need to hear some words of wisdom and encouragement from the people that live with this anxiety as well.
Thanks so much for listening to my rant!
I am in dire need of support. I am suffering from HA and my friends are all very tired of hearing me talk about it. They don't understand the intensity of my fears.
I have been suffering from headaches on and off for a year now. I don't know what they are or why? But, they are not overly intense. They are not migraines or cluster headaches. I have had a cat scan last April and the doc said my head looked "perfect". I did blood work, urine work ect. I was sent to a head ache clinic but that process is very long before you see someone.
The only thing abnormal they found was that I have low iron anemia which I am taking pills for. Headaches started getting better after taking those pills for a couple of months. Suddenly woke up 2 weeks ago with sharp head pains again. And I have been having a daily headache for 2 weeks now. Sharp localized pain in the morning and dull overall pain by the time nighttime rolls around. I am seeing a physio for the first time on Friday because I am hoping that it's neck related.
I am such a googler!!!! And I KNOW its very very bad, but the compulsion is soon strong to do it! I am just soo scared! you know that scared feeling that takes the breath away... I am sure you all can relate. I am starting to feel like crying because I am so exhausted of being gin my own brain! Just sitting in the hallway at school now in tears, can't sit through my classes, teachers don't understand, I can't tell them what is wrong..... I just feel like a mess. And I need to hear some words of wisdom and encouragement from the people that live with this anxiety as well.
Thanks so much for listening to my rant!