Alice1
17-03-15, 16:40
Hi guys,
I just am having real difficulty. Symptoms are not going away, nothing is getting better and it's got to a point where I'm very very tired with everything.
It's difficult to eat as it only brings discomfort and although I eat a lot I think I am loosing weight.
I'm tired all the time. I can't concentrate, my head feels fuzzy.
I have pretty much constant pains; pressure in my head, chest pain, back pain, lower abdomen pain.
Even breathing feels difficult sometimes.
I have doctors appointments and things coming up like scans but I'm just so tired I don't even know if I want to go to them. It's so hard to make them believe me and I'm tried of trying.
I feel so trapped in this body. Being positive is so hard. It's just so difficult to live.
I feel if I'm 19 now things will only get worse health wise as I get older, although I don't feel I will live much longer as these constant symptoms are not getting better.
I don't want to live but I don't want to die and everything is just so so difficult and god I just don't know what to do.
I just am having real difficulty. Symptoms are not going away, nothing is getting better and it's got to a point where I'm very very tired with everything.
It's difficult to eat as it only brings discomfort and although I eat a lot I think I am loosing weight.
I'm tired all the time. I can't concentrate, my head feels fuzzy.
I have pretty much constant pains; pressure in my head, chest pain, back pain, lower abdomen pain.
Even breathing feels difficult sometimes.
I have doctors appointments and things coming up like scans but I'm just so tired I don't even know if I want to go to them. It's so hard to make them believe me and I'm tried of trying.
I feel so trapped in this body. Being positive is so hard. It's just so difficult to live.
I feel if I'm 19 now things will only get worse health wise as I get older, although I don't feel I will live much longer as these constant symptoms are not getting better.
I don't want to live but I don't want to die and everything is just so so difficult and god I just don't know what to do.