stimpy
04-09-04, 01:38
Can you believe it.
6 weeks of waiting to get my monsters back to school for a rest.
And what happens - A day of panic! [}:)]
It started well enough.
The lady turned up to collect the kids and take them to school for me.[^]
I took my medications [^]
Then I was hit by this feeling of over antisipation.
What I was over antisipating I have no idea.
I started with the palpitation thing and the shaking thing.
I told myself it was because it was something different.
It was the fact is was quiet, and calm for the first time in 6 weeks.
I then did the deep breaths and busy busy thing, keeping away from the sofa.
Thinking that keeping busy would stop me dwelling on things.
I cut the grass, trimmed the hedge, watered my veg. Had a sarnie for lunch and then passed out cold for 2 hours with pure nervous exhaustion.
When I woke up I was told that no one had collected my kids from school. [:O] The lady who normally collects them hadn't come home with them.
I remained calm, but shaking ..
I called the school, to be told they were still there. No one had been.
So Steve drove me to school and we collected the children together. [^]
By this time I felt a bit better and went shopping.
I was colouring in at 9pm and I was hit by this feeling of over antisipation, again.
What I'm over antisipating I have no idea.
Still I'm hanging in there. Breathing Deeply, Going to try and do some more colouring in for a bit.
Fingers crossed for a better day tomorrow.
Am I doing the right things ?
Love, light and Best wishes
Liz xxx
With hard work and determination and all the things you know.
The world is there for you to take. There's nowhere you can't go.
[:p]Scatty Eccentric & 'Poet Laureate to panic and anxiety'
6 weeks of waiting to get my monsters back to school for a rest.
And what happens - A day of panic! [}:)]
It started well enough.
The lady turned up to collect the kids and take them to school for me.[^]
I took my medications [^]
Then I was hit by this feeling of over antisipation.
What I was over antisipating I have no idea.
I started with the palpitation thing and the shaking thing.
I told myself it was because it was something different.
It was the fact is was quiet, and calm for the first time in 6 weeks.
I then did the deep breaths and busy busy thing, keeping away from the sofa.
Thinking that keeping busy would stop me dwelling on things.
I cut the grass, trimmed the hedge, watered my veg. Had a sarnie for lunch and then passed out cold for 2 hours with pure nervous exhaustion.
When I woke up I was told that no one had collected my kids from school. [:O] The lady who normally collects them hadn't come home with them.
I remained calm, but shaking ..
I called the school, to be told they were still there. No one had been.
So Steve drove me to school and we collected the children together. [^]
By this time I felt a bit better and went shopping.
I was colouring in at 9pm and I was hit by this feeling of over antisipation, again.
What I'm over antisipating I have no idea.
Still I'm hanging in there. Breathing Deeply, Going to try and do some more colouring in for a bit.
Fingers crossed for a better day tomorrow.
Am I doing the right things ?
Love, light and Best wishes
Liz xxx
With hard work and determination and all the things you know.
The world is there for you to take. There's nowhere you can't go.
[:p]Scatty Eccentric & 'Poet Laureate to panic and anxiety'