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19-01-07, 09:42
I have recently found that all the time I thought the clammy feeling I had was associated with anxiety ..Its not..Its something local only to this valley I live in..Scratch one anxiety ,another is hearing my pulse.I suppose there are many that suffer this affliction and its not in their mind.Its actually been treated as though it was anxiety ,its not,Its caused by loss of padding around the base of the skull from weight loss and also around the neck in ears.Doctors that are unfamiliar with what it was has often diagnosis ed it as anxiety although its a leading cause of anxiety because it scares you to death.They say its only dangers is with doctors that dont know the cause and treat it with anti anxiety medicines of ear tubes or nasal sprays ..so scratch another,but recently I have been suffering with pains around my neck and throat which I associate with perhaps sore throat but I do have a slight problem that has been bothering me somewhat late at night and early mornings.I feel as though im breathing but not breathing good.I don't feel like im out of breath but just not enough air.. to feel comfortable..its hard to explain.It seems to coincide with hearing a shuddering sound in my heart..maybe its just im imagination and maybe its not..Just wondered if anyone else ever felt like they were breathing but not enough.?
Also on the subject of missed beats..These are annoying I seem to get them upon exertion many times..I also get them when I have gas and sometimes there are a few and other times many.One night we had guess over ,one of them was a veteran nurse.I suppose it had been so long that we hadn't had anyone over i was nervous.My heart started skipping beats before they got here and were horrible many many many of them.I went to the bathroom and it seemed that my heart stopped and then beat single pumps four times and then went back into a semi normal rhythm.I asked her about them and she said it was impossible for me to be having as many as I said i was..She said its normal and everyone gets them.She also took my pulse and felt one missed beat and said it was because i looked at her..nerves.As the evening went on,I had probably several hundred..Worse night of my life..and as soon as they left I only had about one an hour..its weird how our mind generates enough interruption in the heart to cause it to miss beats..but its proven here when they left I became comfortable again and only had a few.Well the are back again.I am having a few everyday here and there.When I went to the doctor I told them i had missed beats and they didn't even seem to acknowledge them..It scares me always has as a child through adulthood how could it be such an innocent thing?
I also am curious about the the hearing of the shuddering of the heart and the feeling of breath but not breathing correctly .Could I be imagining this .. anxiety induced or could it be for real.I asked two nurses what they thought and they said classic anxiety so well i was wondering if anybody else felt this way..I also told them about the shuddering sound that I heard and they said its impossible to hear your heartbeat only vibrations in your arteries etc..Geez.. then i suppose im having auditory hallucinations and Im just crazy .. its all greek to me.. would love comments anyone?
PRAYER FOR FREEDOM FROM SUFFERING
May all beings everywhere plagued
with sufferings of body and mind
quickly be freed from their illnesses.
May those frightened cease to be afraid,
and may those bound be free.
May the powerless find power,
and may people think of befriending each other.
May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness--
the children, the aged, the unprotected--
be guarded by beneficent celestials,
and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood.
Also on the subject of missed beats..These are annoying I seem to get them upon exertion many times..I also get them when I have gas and sometimes there are a few and other times many.One night we had guess over ,one of them was a veteran nurse.I suppose it had been so long that we hadn't had anyone over i was nervous.My heart started skipping beats before they got here and were horrible many many many of them.I went to the bathroom and it seemed that my heart stopped and then beat single pumps four times and then went back into a semi normal rhythm.I asked her about them and she said it was impossible for me to be having as many as I said i was..She said its normal and everyone gets them.She also took my pulse and felt one missed beat and said it was because i looked at her..nerves.As the evening went on,I had probably several hundred..Worse night of my life..and as soon as they left I only had about one an hour..its weird how our mind generates enough interruption in the heart to cause it to miss beats..but its proven here when they left I became comfortable again and only had a few.Well the are back again.I am having a few everyday here and there.When I went to the doctor I told them i had missed beats and they didn't even seem to acknowledge them..It scares me always has as a child through adulthood how could it be such an innocent thing?
I also am curious about the the hearing of the shuddering of the heart and the feeling of breath but not breathing correctly .Could I be imagining this .. anxiety induced or could it be for real.I asked two nurses what they thought and they said classic anxiety so well i was wondering if anybody else felt this way..I also told them about the shuddering sound that I heard and they said its impossible to hear your heartbeat only vibrations in your arteries etc..Geez.. then i suppose im having auditory hallucinations and Im just crazy .. its all greek to me.. would love comments anyone?
PRAYER FOR FREEDOM FROM SUFFERING
May all beings everywhere plagued
with sufferings of body and mind
quickly be freed from their illnesses.
May those frightened cease to be afraid,
and may those bound be free.
May the powerless find power,
and may people think of befriending each other.
May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness--
the children, the aged, the unprotected--
be guarded by beneficent celestials,
and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood.