euphoriamom
31-03-15, 19:22
Hello everyone I joined the minute i saw this site because i don't really know anyone in my personal life that suffers from Anxiety and st times i feel embarrassed by it because i guess i'm new to knowing what it really is i had a Panic attacked in February 2014 I didn't know i was having one i was going through tons of stress 2013 November we found out my oldest sister was diagnosed with Stage 4 breast cancer and we was told to prepare her cancer was rapidly spreading and it wasn't much to be done..Visiting my sister each day at the hospital with my other sibling trying to be there with my oldest sister was the most stressful time to the point that as she got worst few months on i had my crying days and worrying and things was piling up turned into a panic attack I end up in ER they gave me blood tests ekg et..everything was okay and they told me i had a panic attack and anxiety didn't know what they was saying til they asked me about previous feelings i had and it matched perfectly i never knew what it was i been feeling all those symptoms since i was in my early 20's well, at this point my sister passed away Feb 2014 and i have not been okay at all. March came around i found out i was pregnant that made me very worry because i know i been through so much stress my dr knew about this gave me lots of tests and ultrasounds thank God everything was fine..Then i get hit again with terrible news my Mother passed away July 2014..I can honestly say 2014 was the worst yr!!! only good came out that year was my baby girl in October 14 2014 here today she is a healthy little girl which i also have 3 other daughters. my oldest will be going to college fall 2015.