lisa p
22-01-07, 10:04
Well, once again I'm at the stage where I am thinking what now?
The agoraphobia and pa's have really taken over my life, and my day revolves around the dread of having to collect the children from school, the fear that somebody may suggest I go out somewhere and the dreadful sicky feeling.
This weekend family members started putting pressure of me to go on small journeys etc - which I refused to even think about and made me really stressed and upset.
I do feel sorry for my hubby and two children, but I dont stop them from doing things, my feelings are that I may be nearly housebound but I am still a useful person, I make the home a lovely place for them to come home to with lovely homecooked food, special treats and lots of love.
So why can the other family members not understand that in my little world I am happy staying at home , doing the things that I can do. I do not have any desire to go out on daytrips or holidays.
So... Where do I go from here, the hypnotist did nothing for me at all, I'm too scared to take meds, and cant make it to the docs to explain to them just how bad I have got.
I would dearly love to be able to do family things with my hubby and kids but have given up trying. I told them at the weekend they need two mummys - one that stays at home and cooks and cleans - ME!! and another to go out with them!
Well thats me done, thanks for taking the time in reading, any advice would be greatly received.
Lisax
The agoraphobia and pa's have really taken over my life, and my day revolves around the dread of having to collect the children from school, the fear that somebody may suggest I go out somewhere and the dreadful sicky feeling.
This weekend family members started putting pressure of me to go on small journeys etc - which I refused to even think about and made me really stressed and upset.
I do feel sorry for my hubby and two children, but I dont stop them from doing things, my feelings are that I may be nearly housebound but I am still a useful person, I make the home a lovely place for them to come home to with lovely homecooked food, special treats and lots of love.
So why can the other family members not understand that in my little world I am happy staying at home , doing the things that I can do. I do not have any desire to go out on daytrips or holidays.
So... Where do I go from here, the hypnotist did nothing for me at all, I'm too scared to take meds, and cant make it to the docs to explain to them just how bad I have got.
I would dearly love to be able to do family things with my hubby and kids but have given up trying. I told them at the weekend they need two mummys - one that stays at home and cooks and cleans - ME!! and another to go out with them!
Well thats me done, thanks for taking the time in reading, any advice would be greatly received.
Lisax