zx123
23-04-15, 23:01
Hi,
The background is I have recently been having increased ocd problems which concern hygiene and germs. Due to this I have been to wiping excessively when I have had a bowel movement to make sure I am clean. Due to the of these problems I have been noticing changes in that area such as blood when I wipe and have developed a lump I think might be from scarring or a hemorrhoid.
Today when I was wiping myself after I had a bowel movement I found that some faecal matter had become caught in my pubic hair in that area. I removed it with a tissue covering my hand but I still feel a bit dirty about doing that. I think it might be to do with the blood.
I wonder if anyone else has had this issue and how best to deal with it? Do I need to wash in that area more? I'm sorry this post is a bit gross or disgusting.
The background is I have recently been having increased ocd problems which concern hygiene and germs. Due to this I have been to wiping excessively when I have had a bowel movement to make sure I am clean. Due to the of these problems I have been noticing changes in that area such as blood when I wipe and have developed a lump I think might be from scarring or a hemorrhoid.
Today when I was wiping myself after I had a bowel movement I found that some faecal matter had become caught in my pubic hair in that area. I removed it with a tissue covering my hand but I still feel a bit dirty about doing that. I think it might be to do with the blood.
I wonder if anyone else has had this issue and how best to deal with it? Do I need to wash in that area more? I'm sorry this post is a bit gross or disgusting.