gungelad
30-04-15, 12:15
Hi All
Im a returning member to NMP. Im 32yrs old and after the end of a relationship and recent issues at work, I am firmly back at square one. I have suffered GAD for about 12years now after bad experiences at work and struggle to trust colleagues. I always think everytime someone speaks in private, its about me and think 'what are they talking about'. Its hard to put rationalised logic to anything. I am therefore very defensive but a true worrier.
I seldom get excited about things so live in the internet world to stop the worry time. Holidays, buying things etc have all being ruined by worry about people, work, being undermined and losing all I've worked hard for. Everything is a constant battle and I'm rarely content.
I feel selfish saying this but it makes me proper miserable. My virtual life chatting to those older than me helps but Im fed up - so accepting I have GAD and an internet addiction, Im back
xx
Im a returning member to NMP. Im 32yrs old and after the end of a relationship and recent issues at work, I am firmly back at square one. I have suffered GAD for about 12years now after bad experiences at work and struggle to trust colleagues. I always think everytime someone speaks in private, its about me and think 'what are they talking about'. Its hard to put rationalised logic to anything. I am therefore very defensive but a true worrier.
I seldom get excited about things so live in the internet world to stop the worry time. Holidays, buying things etc have all being ruined by worry about people, work, being undermined and losing all I've worked hard for. Everything is a constant battle and I'm rarely content.
I feel selfish saying this but it makes me proper miserable. My virtual life chatting to those older than me helps but Im fed up - so accepting I have GAD and an internet addiction, Im back
xx