ShaunRyder
01-05-15, 07:32
Health Anxiety has just won the latest battle good and proper!
Today I was meant to set off for my best mates stag do, but last night the anxiety hit me and there was no beating it. Around about 9pm I was getting thoughts like ''What if i find a lump, I am hunderds of miles away and away til Tuesday'' Then around 1am I woke up sweating, dripping in sweat, heart racing, body shaking, ''Something will happen on this trip, i'll find something and it will be cancerous and there is no one there I can talk to'' I thought to myself. It is now 7:30am and I have pulled out last minute letting everybody down and could not even tell them the reason why! I love trips likes this, all the lads! But now, I just feel so low, i've let all my friends down all because of my stupid thoughts!!
Today I was meant to set off for my best mates stag do, but last night the anxiety hit me and there was no beating it. Around about 9pm I was getting thoughts like ''What if i find a lump, I am hunderds of miles away and away til Tuesday'' Then around 1am I woke up sweating, dripping in sweat, heart racing, body shaking, ''Something will happen on this trip, i'll find something and it will be cancerous and there is no one there I can talk to'' I thought to myself. It is now 7:30am and I have pulled out last minute letting everybody down and could not even tell them the reason why! I love trips likes this, all the lads! But now, I just feel so low, i've let all my friends down all because of my stupid thoughts!!