Help1989
08-05-15, 18:29
I can't cope with this worry anymore. I went to the dermatologist to get my moles checked- she took pictures and I go back in September to check. These moles were on my back that looked a bit strange. I've also got some little dark brown/black freckle type moles on my leg and arm, about 3 in total but one in particular that is very very dark. I didn't show the derm these cos she was focusing on my back.
I was speaking to someone earlier about sun beds and she said that her friend died of skin cancer, a little black dot on her leg that was melanoma. I am now sick with worry. I've lost my appetite, I'm shaking and can't stop thinking this little black spot is cancer. I can't go back to the docs and ask to be referred to the dermatologist again cos i've just been last week!! I can't believe I feel like this. I know this little mole is new. It's only very small but after that person told me about her friend and how it was only little, I'm petrified. I can't wait till September to go back and ask. I'm scared I'm dying, I feel so low. This is coupled with a fear of colon cancer... apparently I've got internal piles.
I can't go on like this, I sit here in tears thinking about all the things I'm going to miss if I die. I'm only 25. What can I do?!
I was speaking to someone earlier about sun beds and she said that her friend died of skin cancer, a little black dot on her leg that was melanoma. I am now sick with worry. I've lost my appetite, I'm shaking and can't stop thinking this little black spot is cancer. I can't go back to the docs and ask to be referred to the dermatologist again cos i've just been last week!! I can't believe I feel like this. I know this little mole is new. It's only very small but after that person told me about her friend and how it was only little, I'm petrified. I can't wait till September to go back and ask. I'm scared I'm dying, I feel so low. This is coupled with a fear of colon cancer... apparently I've got internal piles.
I can't go on like this, I sit here in tears thinking about all the things I'm going to miss if I die. I'm only 25. What can I do?!