Ditapage
17-05-15, 23:37
I had a terrible attack last night; the kind I will overthink and analyze, in other words the worst ones. Lately, I have no trouble getting to sleep but I wake up an hour to two hours later with panic. Last night I woke up with a weird numb-but-not-actually-numb dull aching feeling in my cheek and it felt like numb pressure behind my ear. The pressure was making me nauseous. Panic kicked in and I couldn't get relief as I paced around. When I sat down and tried to calm down, rationalising that I can still move my face, nothing is drooping etc, it started to work, but then thoughts of "I don't want to wake people up because I am panicking" and "what if I need to go to ER" make the cheek pain/ear numbness stronger. So I would calm down then start panicking again so it's hard to tell if the sensation or the thoughts were causing more panic. Does this happen to anyone else? Has anyone had cheek pain or ear numbness? Night time panic attacks are ten times stronger for me. Eventually I distracted myself with reading and after an hour and a half went back to sleep.
Now, of course, this morning all I can think about is what happened last night, which is bringing the dull cheek ache on again :(
Now, of course, this morning all I can think about is what happened last night, which is bringing the dull cheek ache on again :(