kitkats
24-05-15, 00:54
since about wednesday, my left eye has been bothering me. blurry, watery, but i just assumed it was allergies because i do get those around this time of year.
but i woke up today and my left eyelid is slightly discolored (red) and very slightly swollen. so, doing my best not to freak out, i calmly made an appointment with an eye doctor.
aaand i can't get in until tomorrow morning, which started the downward spiral.
it hasn't gotten any worse and there's not even pain. i think the watery stuff coming out might be clear discharge though, because it's thick. the area is warm, but not tender. i got some antibiotic eyedrops and i've taken two doses. they haven't helped yet, but it's only been a few hours.
since i can't get in until tomorrow, i can't stop freaking out. what if it gets worse? what if i wake up and my face is bulging out? what if i go blind overnight?
i can't stop freaking out and thinking that i'm going to be too late to save myself. how can i calm down right now?
but i woke up today and my left eyelid is slightly discolored (red) and very slightly swollen. so, doing my best not to freak out, i calmly made an appointment with an eye doctor.
aaand i can't get in until tomorrow morning, which started the downward spiral.
it hasn't gotten any worse and there's not even pain. i think the watery stuff coming out might be clear discharge though, because it's thick. the area is warm, but not tender. i got some antibiotic eyedrops and i've taken two doses. they haven't helped yet, but it's only been a few hours.
since i can't get in until tomorrow, i can't stop freaking out. what if it gets worse? what if i wake up and my face is bulging out? what if i go blind overnight?
i can't stop freaking out and thinking that i'm going to be too late to save myself. how can i calm down right now?