Konstant
27-05-15, 23:53
Hello, i have been suffering from a HIV phobia for a while and it seemed like everything was getting better.. until a recent string of events. I'll make this quick and to the point.
I recently had to be fitted for a suit to wear for a party, but it never fit. So I had to go back many times to get it fitted, because they just didn't do it right. I eventually got into an argument because they didn't do their job correctly and I spent a lot of time and money to get this done.
I went today and they had me try on a different suit, since the other one was so terrible and the alterations would cost to much. I tried on the different suit, and I sliced my thumb open on a pin/staple..
Now, before I even went into the store today I was scared they would leave a needle in my suit for me to get pricked with, with possible blood on it.
thats what my main phobia really consists of- needles with hiv blood on it..
he gave me the new suit. i tried it on, got cut, started bleeding everywhere.. and now I'm in my room losing my mind...
am I at any risk? am i crazy for thinking someone would set me up like this? :weep:
I recently had to be fitted for a suit to wear for a party, but it never fit. So I had to go back many times to get it fitted, because they just didn't do it right. I eventually got into an argument because they didn't do their job correctly and I spent a lot of time and money to get this done.
I went today and they had me try on a different suit, since the other one was so terrible and the alterations would cost to much. I tried on the different suit, and I sliced my thumb open on a pin/staple..
Now, before I even went into the store today I was scared they would leave a needle in my suit for me to get pricked with, with possible blood on it.
thats what my main phobia really consists of- needles with hiv blood on it..
he gave me the new suit. i tried it on, got cut, started bleeding everywhere.. and now I'm in my room losing my mind...
am I at any risk? am i crazy for thinking someone would set me up like this? :weep: