char123
28-05-15, 09:31
Hi,
To be honest I don't even know if this is anxiety. I have always hated the idea of going to the shop by myself. Even if it is down the road, I hate it it makes my heart beat faster and feel sick I don't even know why but it's the idea of being alone and having to cross the road by myself and going to the till. And another reason is'what if I see someone there that I know'. It sounds so stupid but I seriously can't go to the shop on my own.
My mum asked me if I can go to get some bread and milk and I really need to go but I'm so nervous. I probably Will talk myself out of it and make my sister go instead. What is wrong with me?? I need to be able to do this, I'm going to college next year which means I need to get the bus by myself.
I don't know what to do. I know I should go and I'll probably feel better but I'm scared. I'm making it seem awful in my mind, I know, but it's the whole crossing the road , having to find the food, going up to the till, having to carry the bag home that's making me nervous. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid someone might see me?!
I've always been like this and I wish my parents would have made me go out of my comfort zone years ago. It's so stupid. The odd thing is though is that I could go to the shop if I was at my grandmas (which is far away from where I live) so I don't know whether it is because of the fact that I might see people I know. Ugh I need to get over it. Also , I'm so awkward like usually at a till I mishear the person and have to say 'what ' 5 times or do something stupid. I know if I'm with my friends I can laugh about that but on my own I just look silly.
Can you please reply. I really need advice and help I think wue quickly! By the way I'm a 16 year old female,
Thankyou :)
To be honest I don't even know if this is anxiety. I have always hated the idea of going to the shop by myself. Even if it is down the road, I hate it it makes my heart beat faster and feel sick I don't even know why but it's the idea of being alone and having to cross the road by myself and going to the till. And another reason is'what if I see someone there that I know'. It sounds so stupid but I seriously can't go to the shop on my own.
My mum asked me if I can go to get some bread and milk and I really need to go but I'm so nervous. I probably Will talk myself out of it and make my sister go instead. What is wrong with me?? I need to be able to do this, I'm going to college next year which means I need to get the bus by myself.
I don't know what to do. I know I should go and I'll probably feel better but I'm scared. I'm making it seem awful in my mind, I know, but it's the whole crossing the road , having to find the food, going up to the till, having to carry the bag home that's making me nervous. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid someone might see me?!
I've always been like this and I wish my parents would have made me go out of my comfort zone years ago. It's so stupid. The odd thing is though is that I could go to the shop if I was at my grandmas (which is far away from where I live) so I don't know whether it is because of the fact that I might see people I know. Ugh I need to get over it. Also , I'm so awkward like usually at a till I mishear the person and have to say 'what ' 5 times or do something stupid. I know if I'm with my friends I can laugh about that but on my own I just look silly.
Can you please reply. I really need advice and help I think wue quickly! By the way I'm a 16 year old female,
Thankyou :)