kitkats
31-05-15, 04:45
okay, so this morning i had a really weird thing happen to me where i went to the bathroom twice in the morning. huge amounts, all clear. then i drank some water and i had to go again instantly. huge amount, all clear.
i go to work, drink something from starbucks, and i do the same thing like 10 minutes later.
i got home and had half a drink of water, i instantly pee it all out.
so THAT scared me because the first thing i saw when i looked up symptoms (like an idiot) was that i'm overhydrated and am going to have a seizure and die. i have been drinking a lot of water lately and not eating much because anxiety has shot my appetite, but i don't think i'm at risk for this logically? but if anyone has any insight that'd be aces.
part two of this mess is during my anxiety about overhydration was i actually looked at my stomach and noticed a visible pulse. like i can see my tummy jump around a little. i can feel the pulse too. normally i either can't or i just haven't noticed, i guess. google it (again, like an idiot) and now am convinced i have an aneurysm in there. reminder that i'm a healthy, 18 year old female :/
today i have had had a lot of rumbling noises in my stomach though, and a little pain. nothing bad, but i think i can attribute it to how weird my diet has been (not eating much, drinking a lot of water, then eating in weird bursts, etc.)
i'm also having little muscle spasms from the waist down. i think it's just stress but i'm wondering if i'm ever gonna be comfortable again.
currently drinking ginger-ale and trying to relax. ahfhsufhfadk.
i go to work, drink something from starbucks, and i do the same thing like 10 minutes later.
i got home and had half a drink of water, i instantly pee it all out.
so THAT scared me because the first thing i saw when i looked up symptoms (like an idiot) was that i'm overhydrated and am going to have a seizure and die. i have been drinking a lot of water lately and not eating much because anxiety has shot my appetite, but i don't think i'm at risk for this logically? but if anyone has any insight that'd be aces.
part two of this mess is during my anxiety about overhydration was i actually looked at my stomach and noticed a visible pulse. like i can see my tummy jump around a little. i can feel the pulse too. normally i either can't or i just haven't noticed, i guess. google it (again, like an idiot) and now am convinced i have an aneurysm in there. reminder that i'm a healthy, 18 year old female :/
today i have had had a lot of rumbling noises in my stomach though, and a little pain. nothing bad, but i think i can attribute it to how weird my diet has been (not eating much, drinking a lot of water, then eating in weird bursts, etc.)
i'm also having little muscle spasms from the waist down. i think it's just stress but i'm wondering if i'm ever gonna be comfortable again.
currently drinking ginger-ale and trying to relax. ahfhsufhfadk.