hazmatz
30-06-15, 20:29
I feel like I'm on the verge of a psychotic break or something. I haven't been getting good sleep, I am having chest pain and weird heart issues but can't afford to go to a doctor because I'm living paycheck to paycheck.
And I'm only 19. I can barely afford this apartment and I work 40 hours a week...I just feel like there are so many things to worry about in life, and it is all so overwhelming. I feel unwell in general, both physically and mentally. I don't want medication. I've tried meditating but find myself getting very frustrated and giving up easily.
The only thing that helps is physical hobbies like skateboarding and snowboarding, however, they seem to trigger my strange undiagnosed heart issues that appear even when I'm not anxious, nervous.
I've also been getting some bad headaches with disturbing visual distortions. In all my 19 years until now, I maybe had 5 headaches total. I never EVER used to get headaches and now I find myself getting several per week.
What's going on with me? :( the chest pains kept me up until 7am last night and now I have to go in for a 8.5 hour shift in half an hour...surely something's gotta give soon.
And I'm only 19. I can barely afford this apartment and I work 40 hours a week...I just feel like there are so many things to worry about in life, and it is all so overwhelming. I feel unwell in general, both physically and mentally. I don't want medication. I've tried meditating but find myself getting very frustrated and giving up easily.
The only thing that helps is physical hobbies like skateboarding and snowboarding, however, they seem to trigger my strange undiagnosed heart issues that appear even when I'm not anxious, nervous.
I've also been getting some bad headaches with disturbing visual distortions. In all my 19 years until now, I maybe had 5 headaches total. I never EVER used to get headaches and now I find myself getting several per week.
What's going on with me? :( the chest pains kept me up until 7am last night and now I have to go in for a 8.5 hour shift in half an hour...surely something's gotta give soon.