misslove
11-07-15, 05:29
I'm not sure when this even started iv verb dealing with anxiety for closer to 10 years. It started with nausea when I would go anywhere. Took me about a year to figure it was anxiety. Then a kid and 8 years later I finally figure out my life and anxiety and the past year has been great. My anxiety was in the bag I had it under control. I knew my triggers. Today however, felt like years have come back. Past few days I've had horrible upset stomach and feel like being sick all day. Things have been piling up on me. My kid starts school this year and I'm very upset about it I'm going to miss her like crazy. Also I've been baby sitting my neice a lot ( let's just say she spends a lot of time here and doesn't have the worlds best mother 😥) also I'm considering getting a job when my kid is at school. This scares me a lot cause of my anxiety. ( my husband doesn't really want me to work but he encourages me)Could all this life stress be bringing back my fears and anxietys? I do not want to go back to the way it was year ago. I'm terrified of going backwards. I just don't think I could go thru it again. If anyone has any advice is greatly appreciate it.