Munki
14-07-15, 14:56
Hi guys,
Hubby and I are off 'glamping' for 2 nights on Thursday which I am looking forward to. However, it seems that some greater force is pushing me. Hubby has a friend in Wales who is having a surprise 50th on Sunday so we're back home Sat for the night then off again on Sunday for the night.
I never used to get nervous about not knowing people but I really am. He's a popular surer guy and I'm concerned I won't really fit in. I'm so anxious.
What's hard is that people rarely offer me advice in reality as I come across as a supremely confident person. People are shocked when they hear of my anxieties. I'm a professional actress - that simply compounds it. Yet inside I'm dying. And I'm starting to feel that familiar feeling creep in.
I'm fine talking to people. That's not so much the issue though. I am nervous they'll be a certain 'type'. Hope I'm wrong. I'm more nervous about the anticipation over the next few days. That's what kills me.
Help :(
Hubby and I are off 'glamping' for 2 nights on Thursday which I am looking forward to. However, it seems that some greater force is pushing me. Hubby has a friend in Wales who is having a surprise 50th on Sunday so we're back home Sat for the night then off again on Sunday for the night.
I never used to get nervous about not knowing people but I really am. He's a popular surer guy and I'm concerned I won't really fit in. I'm so anxious.
What's hard is that people rarely offer me advice in reality as I come across as a supremely confident person. People are shocked when they hear of my anxieties. I'm a professional actress - that simply compounds it. Yet inside I'm dying. And I'm starting to feel that familiar feeling creep in.
I'm fine talking to people. That's not so much the issue though. I am nervous they'll be a certain 'type'. Hope I'm wrong. I'm more nervous about the anticipation over the next few days. That's what kills me.
Help :(