DonnaT
20-07-15, 10:18
Hi everyone.:hugs:
I need some help, im worried im having a break down or im about to have one. my health anxiety is so so bad its out of control. I cant stop thinking about it, its even started to go in to my dreams. ive been to see the doctor and she has told me that it doesn't worry her at all and its all related to stress,. What a surprise I don't believe her. im so cross with myself. I keep thinking should I make an appointment with the specialist??
These thoughts are there every second of every day. its causig so much depression. I don't live in the uk at the moment and things are very different here where I am, no out of hours emergency access. I feel like I cant take to much more, I only got over another major health worry a month ago after tests. tests that I really didn't need to be honest.
My family is really affected now, I shout and im irritable with my kids all the time, im so ashamed of myself because this is not who I am. I love my kids so much and if I shout at them I HATE myself:weep: When I worry and get scared I seem to get angry to. I think its a coping mechanism. my husband and I are constantly fighting and this morning he said some really awful things to me. I know he doesn't mean it, its just because he doesn't want to deal with this any more.
I want to ask a question, if you find yourself googling, do you find you end up with the symptoms you read?? tell me the truth please.
im getting scared, im so desperate, I have no friends really, my family live abroad, I dot want to put this on them, I phoned up for an appointment to see the doctor it will cost nearly 250 pounds and my husband says no. im so frightened now.:weep: :weep: :weep: :weep: :weep: :weep:
I need some help, im worried im having a break down or im about to have one. my health anxiety is so so bad its out of control. I cant stop thinking about it, its even started to go in to my dreams. ive been to see the doctor and she has told me that it doesn't worry her at all and its all related to stress,. What a surprise I don't believe her. im so cross with myself. I keep thinking should I make an appointment with the specialist??
These thoughts are there every second of every day. its causig so much depression. I don't live in the uk at the moment and things are very different here where I am, no out of hours emergency access. I feel like I cant take to much more, I only got over another major health worry a month ago after tests. tests that I really didn't need to be honest.
My family is really affected now, I shout and im irritable with my kids all the time, im so ashamed of myself because this is not who I am. I love my kids so much and if I shout at them I HATE myself:weep: When I worry and get scared I seem to get angry to. I think its a coping mechanism. my husband and I are constantly fighting and this morning he said some really awful things to me. I know he doesn't mean it, its just because he doesn't want to deal with this any more.
I want to ask a question, if you find yourself googling, do you find you end up with the symptoms you read?? tell me the truth please.
im getting scared, im so desperate, I have no friends really, my family live abroad, I dot want to put this on them, I phoned up for an appointment to see the doctor it will cost nearly 250 pounds and my husband says no. im so frightened now.:weep: :weep: :weep: :weep: :weep: :weep: