Boydo
01-08-15, 22:02
Hey everyone i have been on here for past few months and was making good progress....
I have got PTSD, Depression, Anxeity, Dp, ADHD and slight form of autism! my therapist says i have derealization, I am only 24
Now we cleared the basic's up on what i have, i need too ask a question that only people who in same postion as me, I quit weed towards end of last year as i knew i was getting panic attacks etc after quiting i had worst depression quickly followed by anxiety ( brain tumors was the main one for me, i spent months feeling out of it sweating scared heart pounding disturbed sleep fatigue dizziness etc ) after months off diazepam, mirtazapine to try sedate me to stop the horrible feelings i wean off and made abit progress..... i do have anxious days everyday but no were near as bad! but i get surges that last all day were think stuff around me looks wrong nothing feels right..... now am playing with the thought that i might have dementia which been told i havent got .... but still am obessive over my memory i keep thinking am going forget something or that my memorys arent real! like i met my gf today she felt like a competele stranger even tho i know her name, how we met what we done while we been together it just feels like i dont know whats going on around me i feel emotionless and disconnected ....... i want to remember my while nights or days and i can remember them but it feel so fake asif am making it up in my imagination :( to make this worst i am ment to become a father soon and i cant feel any emotions...... i know am rambling on so if someone can tell me this is normal i might be able push it behide me ..... thank you for those who reply
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I have got PTSD, Depression, Anxeity, Dp, ADHD and slight form of autism! my therapist says i have derealization, I am only 24
Now we cleared the basic's up on what i have, i need too ask a question that only people who in same postion as me, I quit weed towards end of last year as i knew i was getting panic attacks etc after quiting i had worst depression quickly followed by anxiety ( brain tumors was the main one for me, i spent months feeling out of it sweating scared heart pounding disturbed sleep fatigue dizziness etc ) after months off diazepam, mirtazapine to try sedate me to stop the horrible feelings i wean off and made abit progress..... i do have anxious days everyday but no were near as bad! but i get surges that last all day were think stuff around me looks wrong nothing feels right..... now am playing with the thought that i might have dementia which been told i havent got .... but still am obessive over my memory i keep thinking am going forget something or that my memorys arent real! like i met my gf today she felt like a competele stranger even tho i know her name, how we met what we done while we been together it just feels like i dont know whats going on around me i feel emotionless and disconnected ....... i want to remember my while nights or days and i can remember them but it feel so fake asif am making it up in my imagination :( to make this worst i am ment to become a father soon and i cant feel any emotions...... i know am rambling on so if someone can tell me this is normal i might be able push it behide me ..... thank you for those who reply
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