xilvey
02-08-15, 18:13
:weep:Hiyaguys, I haven't posted in a while because I was doing really well!
Ive started going out and socialising again which has been brill, I moved out of my parents house with my boyfriend which has been going great, after being told I was anorexic weight I've managed to get my eating up and I'm now an Avon lady so I have some kind of income to help with rent!!!
Thing is I'm starting to get more anxious again, mainly revolved around eating. I hate it. I suspect I have IBS and any gas pain or slightly not so solid bowel movements make me freak out and panic!!! After doing so well I don't understand why I'm getting worse again. It's driving me insane!!!! I'm meant to be going out with dean and all our friends tonight but now I'm gassy I'm scared to and I just don't know what to do :(
Ive started going out and socialising again which has been brill, I moved out of my parents house with my boyfriend which has been going great, after being told I was anorexic weight I've managed to get my eating up and I'm now an Avon lady so I have some kind of income to help with rent!!!
Thing is I'm starting to get more anxious again, mainly revolved around eating. I hate it. I suspect I have IBS and any gas pain or slightly not so solid bowel movements make me freak out and panic!!! After doing so well I don't understand why I'm getting worse again. It's driving me insane!!!! I'm meant to be going out with dean and all our friends tonight but now I'm gassy I'm scared to and I just don't know what to do :(